Sunday, February 4, 2018

Recurrent dreams and Past life link A woman 30 yrs of age came having recurrent dream pattern as if she is suffocating buried in sand & something piercing in the back. She is having allergy and breathlessness issue of and on. Also have fear to be left alone, a lot of attraction, since childhood, towards Royalty and Rajasthan. Recurrent dream of palace with the thought somebody ditched & killed me and I was alive when I was buried. Session………. I am walking on a spiral path and reached an old wooden gate. I entered inside. I am 20 yrs old beautiful girl wearing lehnga. This is a very big place. I am in kitchen area. Many people are taking food. I am not able to eat. I am very upset. I live here. I do not have parents. I am in my room. I have my own room. I am unmarried. I feel like crying. I feel he left me (visibly crying). It is 1872 somewhere in Rajasthan. I am getting ready. I wear a fighter’s attire. I wear a turban. On my left side I have a Sahi kanjar with some logo. Only three of them are there and are only for very important persons. My room is part of a palace. Presently a Queen is in-charge of this palace. I am a trained swords fighter. People do not call me by name and they respect me. I am right hand person of the Queen. There was a boy in this fort. He left. I am feeling very sad. Had he lived here with me it would have been better. Few people in this fort are conspiring to over throw Queen’s regime. I came to know about their conspiracy. The leader of the conspirators is also a powerful person and has a Sahi kanjar like me. As I understand, I am in the security of the queen and every area linked to queen is under my watch & security. I thought about talking to the queen and went inside a room. It is a very big room dotted with carved mirrors all around. I see a big beautiful carved box in one corner of the room. I look at the queen. She is sitting and thinking. I did not talk to her and came back. After few days, at the dinner time, I am walking inside the palace wearing Ghagra and payal. I am not in my fighter’s dress. I do not have my Sahi kanjar with me. Now I am walking towards my room. Few people have set my room on fire and some of them are running towards me. I am running very fast out of the palace. I see few people approaching me on horse. I jumped from the wall of fort to come out of the palace. The area below is full of sand and I fall in the sand. I have pain in my waist and it is very difficult to walk now. Everyone has surrounded me. They are five in number riding horses & talking to each other. One amongst them hit and injured me with a kanjar. I am suffocating (literally whole body started writhing with pain). They left me thinking I am dying. There is too much sand in my mouth, nose, throat &, chest. There is blood on sand from my wound. I am suffocating. I want to breathe (visible breathlessness came up). I am dying with suffocation. I have so much pain in my back. I want to breathe. I am suffocating. I am dead. I died with lot of suffocation and suffering. My last thought was that I was deceived. Lesson learnt that there should be somebody in your life. I was buried in the sand and died very slow death. (Healing done for traumatic body). In light, healed and blessed. Guidance came live without fear. Reorientation…. Doctor Vandana I felt as if I was living in that area in 1872 during whole PLR session. My death sufferings were very real to me. Thank you very much for helping me find answers.