Wednesday, April 15, 2020

This past life regression and LBL…..session is shared by subject herself with all of you… Hi Everyone , I am back with yet another beautiful experience. There were a lot of issues and problem that have been going on in my life since the age of 5 and life only got more and more tough and complicated as i grew up. By the age of 17 when every person is at its best time and enjoying life, making more friends , being ambitious my real struggle for life started. The relationship with my father was no more good as i was a person who would never bend in front of injustice and wrong doings hence not approving him which resulted in financial struggle and a lot more. When i went to Dr.Vandana in Oct 2011, it was the time that i was on the verge of a breakdown, and all that i knew was i had done nothing , absolutely nothing to deserve the life i was going through.. My past life regression unfolded many connections, many questions were answered, many worries ended and yet my never ending life surprises would take me by another blow. I had to go through a major change in life leaving behind two of my soul mates i had recognised during my PLR which has been the most difficult experience of my life but the change was un avoidable. I had cried all day, tired, exhausted and on the verge of giving up, as soon as i saw Dr.Vandana i told her that i wanted to know why did I choose such a difficult life,( as we know every soul chooses its life pattern and the people in his life) , so what i wanted to know was why did i choose such a difficult life We started our session on skype…….as now i am in Canada... We started the session with a new pattern, i was apprehensive that i was not emotionally stable and also i was physically exhausted so maybe i would not be able to regress , but it did not take me time to be in a deep state of trans, I was asked to be in a garden of my choice and as usual i was in Butchart garden in Victoria, i saw stairs going down , so i was asked to go down the stairs, at the end of the stairs i was told to look into a corridor and see how many doors does it have, It was a sky blue colour corridoor with 3 doors, all wooden doors in dark brown colour and real heavy doors. Dr.Vandana asked me to open any one door, and i opened the one right at the end of the corridoor, it took me time to open the door as it was very heavy and i had to use all my strenght to open the door. The room was dark and after some instructions it became lighter and now i could see the room, it was a room in grey colour, walls and even the floor was in grey stones, I could see my grand father on a wheelchair . I was a 1 year old girl with curly golden hair, i was playing with some dolls, small hand made ones and i saw that my father , a tall dark man who happens to be my father in present life picked me up and was playing with me. I knew he was my father but still i felt i am being held by a stranger, since it was the first time i was seeing my father after i was born. My mother who was wearing everything in black came and next i knew was that i was crawling and crying looking for a safe shelter, it was because my parents were arguing , my mother asked my father to leave and she did not want to see him ever again, she was upset that he had disappeared before i was born and never bothered to come & look after us. And during his absence there were alot of financial problems which made my mother do two jobs to be able to take care of her father and me. She also lost her mother to whom she was attached the most. I grew up, i was a brilliant student and a favorite of teachers, it was at the age of 19 that i joined the church and i chose to be a nun. Soon i was recognised as i was a very devoted person and by the age of 35 I was called Mother Ann. My mother came to see me twice, but it was very strange i was a very detached person, despite knowing she was alone and needed me i felt I belonged to the church, i had to serve Jesus. It was St.Marry’s church somwhere in Romania. The second time she came to see me , she was crying and begging me to go back and live with her and i felt no emotions, i was totally detached (now that i am writing this and remembering the scene my heart is aching ), i felt nothing and i refused to go with her, i wanted to serve Jesus. Next important event was when my mother passed away, i was the one saying the prayers at her grave and it was then that i was shaken , my belief in me and what i was doing shook, it was difficult to finish the prayers but i did complete the prayer as everyone there was looking upto me. I was their mentor , their role model.( I realized serving family and loved ones was our foremost duty even more important than serving Jesus, i realized relationships and families were very important in our soul print and maybe this is the reason why one of my fears in this life is losing my mother when i am not around or that of her falling sick and i would not be there to take care of her) I saw two more scenes, one was that i was unwell, as if it was the first time i had fallen sick in that life and there were younger nuns taking care of me and last scene was of my death, it was about 3 am and i knew the time has come, i got up from my bed and left my room, went to the main hall , i bowed and then kneeled down for prayer, i was seeking forgiveness for my behaviour with my mother and i prayed till last moment, then i saw my soul leaving my body exiting from my crown. I was asked what kind of a life it was and i answered an easy life, it had no purpose, I became a Nun and served the church because i found my comfort in it , because i never went out of my comfort zone to find out if i could do anything else, when i compared this life with my present life i reailzed the connection to this life is that i chose totally opposite life pattern, i would always go for challneges and have been looking for my purpose , I chose a very difficult life pattern that i have had no time to rest and have never been at ease. I waited there as i knew in a short while the nuns who come for preparing the hall for morning prayers wld discover my body. I was about 82 years old at the time of death. I was burried and my name read Mother Ann ( Anna Krista), i wa sburried in the same church. Before i moved up i wanted to meet my mother and seek forgiveness, i went to her but she was too upset with me , she was not ready to listen, and even after so much of effort it felt as if she said i have forgiven you but “dont you think its that easy and i can forget it”, she hugged me and gave me a half smile but i had to move , i could not wait anymore. I was a bright white light and reached the white light very fast , i did not want to rest and was ready for my next assignment, I saw master soul looking at me with a smile , a smile like a parent when he sees his child impatient for the game. LBL: I went to the master soul for blessings, he gave me blessings, I was asked to see my planning chart and look around if there is a counsellor table, i saw it , i knew that was my present life chart but i was still getting blessings, it was such a peaceful experience, it felt great , since i have recognized my master soul, i always greet him in the Indian way by touching his feet and it is an automatic thing now which has started post a particular session when the master disclosed his identity. After i was filled with light, love and peace i moved towards the table, on the otherside too was a spiritual teacher or a junior master i could feel. ( he was the most learned of my soulmates, the person who would always look at me with a sarcastic smile and always gave the impression that my sight would remind him of a nagging child, it was him who gave me a word in my last LBL session , he whispered healing ). I sat there and i saw my chart, i saw my parents on the left corner above the chart, it felt as if their role had come to an end with this life and they were about to exit my life pattern. I saw my ex husband and two more men who have had a very major role in my life , my husband was smiling and the other two people , one was confused as to why did he have to be even there and the third man who has had a very major role in my life both good and bad he was looking at me as if he wanted some answers and he was still hopeful that i may consider his role . After seeing all these i was looking for my soulmate and the rest of soulmates but i saw no one and i went back to the master soul, i kneeled down with my hands folded and i asked him why did i choose such a difficult life , at this time i burst out into tears and i could not stop, he replied that you did not choose your chart, you told me what you wanted and i chose your chart for you. I looked at him and asked him then why did you make me suffer so much , i was begging him, he knew i was having no more strenght , and i was giving up, he said : “ YOU WANTED TO BE WITH YOUR SOULMATE SO YOU HAD TO LEARN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, YOU WANTED TO BE ON A HIGHER PLANE AND EVOLVE SO YOU HAD TO CLEAR ALL YOUR KARMAS, YOU WANTED TO BE ON A SPIRITUAL JOURNEY AND BE A HEALER SO YOU HAD TO LEARN PATIENCE”, that is why i chose this chart for you. I stopped crying at this moment and asked him if my chart could be changed as I could no more go on like this, i told him i had no energy, i could not bear anymore pain and he told me he won’t change the chart, he told me you are very close to your life purpose and to have all that you have asked for so i won’t change your chart, the difficult part is over and the life you wanted is to begin and i can’t let you go through all these in another life, you need to complete all your exams and start the life you have asked for and that is very near, You can not give up. I started crying again and went back to my chart and this time i saw 2 of my soulmates, my brother and my soulmate, i realised my brother was there for my support and the time of being with soulmate was very close, i saw a date there. Then i was looking for a date for my healing clinic and other wishes i had and i saw a date for next year for my healing clinic too. I went back to the master soul to ask if i was meant to be healer then why is it that there are still issues and i have to wait another year , and i saw myself again at the counselor table , i knew it was because i needed to learn patience,to be more grateful and also got the impression that i have been having a tendency to forget my lessons from previous lives so it was to insured that before i was a healer with such a huge responsibility i had learnt all the lessons and i would remember them all and actually would be fit to be a good healer who could carry such a responsibility. I saw the third man on the right handside of my chart next two the other two and realised his role in my life was to make me meet my soulmate and his role has now come to an end , Dr.Vandana asked me if i need to clear any more issues with him but he had become too small and i could sense he was of another category and his role had come to an end, he had shrunk and was becoming smaller and smaller. I went back to the master sould and told him i needed strenght and his blessing to be able to come out of all these tests successfully, he picked me up and took me to his heart and blessed me with DIVINE LIGHT, DIVINE LOVE, DIVINE WISDOM,DIVINE SUPPORT , DIVINE GUIDANCE AND DIVINE PROTECTION & then i kneeled down to thank him while he continued to bless me , at this time i saw another soul mate of mine , a very dear person in my present life, the master soul blessed her , she was wearing a Golden shawl around her, the same i have seen of Budha in some pictures, master soul blessed her and took her under his arms and gave her blessings and gave me the impression that all that had to happen would happen through her and that i was in safe hands. Then the Master Soul blessed both of us and then it was time to come back. I have never had such ans elaborated LBL session, but it felt amazing , the blissful feeling was out of this world and our imagination, as soon as i came back to my conscious level i could feel the strength within me, the hope, the purpose. It was most amazing experience i have ever had.

Friday, April 10, 2020

Counselling on phone and and whatsapp available now...9872880634 Commitment to one’s behavioural change replacing old habit pattern with new one must be respected & honoured to the fullest duly visualizing the positive impact it will have on life and relationships. Relapse back to old habits is inevitable in case one does not work consistently on a well planned laid out routine to form new habit. Respect and consideration of one’s need for self improvement reinforces one’s assertive efforts to be receptive to constructive feedback without getting entrapped in egotistical self importance. One must aim at being problem solver, rapport builder, empathetic to others and remain optimistic even in the face of adverse conditions.


This session is written by person, who experieced past life...... My curiosity for a certain word pertaining to intuition and power of subconscious mind had been growing at a rapid pace. For the last month I have been only talking about the same topic. This is not the first time that I started to get signs that i needed to know more. Right after my previous session i had asked dr.Vanadana that i needed to see another life, something was holding me back and i needed to know what it was.I took the appointment for Sunday but i received a text saying that she had to perform a surgery. I immediately knew i would still do my PLR on Sunday so replied back asking her if the surgery gets postponed then I should be informed. In between we decided we would not do a session but would meet for some work and meditation. I reached the clinic and we were talking about the previous session when both Dr.Vanadana and myself decided to go for my next session. I was taken to a state of trance in few minutes, i was at in my favorite place, a Gurudwara in Mohali, Punjab. I was a 16 years old girl wearing a Punjabi suit, i covered my head. I was inside where the Holy book is kept, I could say “ Guru Grant Sahib” without hesitation however in the last 16 years of being in India i have never spoken that name. I took the blessings and i came out and next i saw myself at Golden Temple in Amritsar. I had gone there against my family’s wishes to devote mylife to serving my faith. I lived there and when i was about the age of 22 i left that place and i was in rajisthan , MontAbu. I was a Brahma Kumari. By lat 20s i had gained popularity and was given small groups to teach .i would spend most my times meditating , reading and giving speeches. Later in my 30s i was given a rows of beads(Mala) which was a very important landmark for me. It was given to me by Didi. After this point i did not move forward for a long time, and as i did I started to cry ....I was hauling and would not stop for a few minutes, Dr.Vanadana instructed me to release teh cause of grief and sadness. I saw myself next in a black saree , I had sindhore on me and a bindi, i was married and had a son , my soulmate was my husband and he loved me immensely. I hadto go back and see what went wrong and how did i leave the BK center. 3 of the other BKs in the center got together and accused me of something i had not done, i did not look for the cause as that was not important ( I could instantly recognize the main person behind that plan , a girl who comes to the same gym as i go ). After i left the center i went back to Punjab and started teaching as a teacher , i met my husband (soulmate ) in school , he was the physical educatin teacher in the same school and we married. I cared for him and my son but i was so detached , that was not my life, my husband loved me alot. He cared alot but nothing would bring me out of my shell. I saw a scene towards the end of fortis, my husband had lost the spark in his eyes too, he had given up , he loved me but he knew my soul was not his. I moved to age bracket of 55-60 and i said that i had got a HOLD OF MY LIFE AGAIN. I had started to meditate and prepare myself to go. I knew i had to leave at the age of 60. My husband had realized the change and loved me so much that would try to copy me , he did not want to stay after me . He wanted to go with me but that was not his soul journey. I was feeling helpless as i could not explain it to him. At the time of death i woke up early morning , woke my husband up and told him it was time, i hugged him and said goodbye. Took a bath , wore pure white clothes, had tea with my husband and sat on the chair holding his hand and i crossed over. I watched my body being cremated , he carried the last rights and he was sad after that. I could not move up , I went back and told him that I loved him too< I promised him that we wld be together again and I loved him too. I asked him to forgive me and once i was forgiven i moved up. My master Soul and the other magnificent light were there , waiting. I saw the group of Soulmates and went for blessing to the Beautiful new light, thanked my Master Soul who was now in human form. I had to learn how to prepare to go. I also learnt SELF REALIZATION IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN PEOPLE’s APPRECIATION. I asked for blessings for all my near and dear ones and then had to be brought back.

Saturday, April 4, 2020

Past life regression session. Client came and said Dr Vandana ! why am I so protective of my brother? Why he has so many problems in his life? I wish to know the answers. Session.... I am a girl. It is Europe. I am in front of a big house in a tonga. I am entering the house. I came after attending funeral of my friend’s father. My family is asking how it went. It is breakfast time. My father is telling me it is time to get married. In the evening I am waiting for my friend. He came but looks upset. His father died. I told him my father wants me to get married now. He looks thoughtful. After sometime it is our marriage ceremony. I am very happy. We are going for honeymoon. Few years passed. We have a daughter named Isabel. She is four years old. She is wounded. and we are going to medicine man. It is 17th century England. On the way there is an old lady asking for and trying to snatch money. She has a knife in her hand. She hit my daughter with the knife and ran away. We could not find her. We came back and cremated our daughter. Our home is very quiet now. After few years I have a son. I am very protective of him. When he grew up he went to some big place to study. We both are going on tonga to pick him up. We are taking him home. We are very happy. My son is 17 year old. Suddenly the horse got hit with something and we all fell down. My son and husband got head injuries and are unconscious. I am trying to get up. Suddenly I saw the same old lady again and she is laughing now. I asked her why did she do this again to us. She said I am taking revenge from your late father in law. I will finish his whole family. She hit me with knife. She is checking to make sure my husband and son died. She ran away. My last thought was life is unpredictable. The old woman is my cousin and son is my brother in my present life. In light the masters said you have to let go your linkage to brother. He has to make his own path. His problems are linked to his traumatic childhood in present life. You gift him good books and do not take extra tension for him. He has to learn to help father. You only guide him and do not force anything. The masters are blessing me and my father.

Take a clear look at the life you are living. Do not spend time trying to undo what you have done. Rather, take the responsibility for living your own life. Determine what is most important to you to live an evolving life. Each moment of life has relevance. Invariably our intentions are tied to the past and we try not to repeat what we perceive as mistakes. Dismissing experience as an error or mistake is often misleading. Each experience, whether positive or negative, leads one to a perspective. Always honor the experience, no matter what. The conflict within self is often caused by dueling voices inside each one of us that cause confusion, reminds one of past mistakes, or cause one to doubt self. Simply ignore and disregard the voices that are judgmental, make you feel ashamed & interfere with your resolve to succeed, it will help you stop being critical of your failures & afraid of success. Listen to & believe your true inner voice (the voice of understanding, support, self-assurance, love & compassion) which encourages you, gives you hope & pushes you to trust & believe in yourself. It will lessen & even resolve internal conflict, bolster your spirits & urge you to go after your dreams. The ultimate truth of life is engaging self fully in the moment. It allows one to let go of the past better & focus one’s thoughts on the goals that resonate the most strongly within. By being fully present with all that we are & all that we have, we can experience each of our choice fully, make the most fulfilling choices & feel more sure of what we are doing.