Wednesday, September 26, 2018

Past life regression session

Why I have to face loneliness?

Session……

Ist life
I am in a home. It is morning. An old man is sitting on a chair with tea along with me. There is none else in the home. Now I am near a horse outside home. My friend came.  We are sitting happily, drinking beer and laughing.

I am going to my work place. I am in my 20s. It is a factory. My friend also works here. Our boss is very dominating. We do not want to work here.

After a year the old man did not get up. I am not sad. He is my present life grandfather. Now I do not work and am very happy. I watch sunset every day. It seems to be an area populated with cowboys. I got married within a year. We have fruit garden and now I make wine at home. I have athletic body and am very fit. I have a son now and very happy. My work is growing. We are a happy family.

My son is almost 10 now and not well. It is night time. He is vomiting blood. He died. We are very sad. My work is growing but now I do not work as before. I sit on the old man’s chair and watch the roof.

I am in factory. I am in my 50s. The workers started running towards my home. My wife hanged herself. She could not survive. We buried her.

I do not go to work now. I am getting old sitting on the chair. Now no one comes to meet me. Work is closed. There is no food and I keep on drinking. I died in the night watching stars through the window. I died peacefully. I was remembering about my childhood. We were five children. I was the youngest. The elder three went away when grown up. One night a thief came to our home and killed my mother, brother and hit my father. After that my father could not walk. I wound up everything and came to this place along with my father. I was 20 years old at that time. I felt lonely since that time till my end.

2nd life
I am going to college. It is recent times. I am 18 yr old boy, a good student. All type of students study here. Now I am in the home with my parents. We are praying. We are Christians. We are a happy family.

It is convocation time. My parents are here. We are happy. I got a job in other country. My father is sad. I packed my things. My room is now empty. One of my friends is also going along with me. It is early 19th century. I work in a office. I developed friendship with one colleague. We spend good time together after office. After a year I talked to her regarding marriage. She refused and we separated.  I also left the job in that office. I started drinking. I could not find another job. I even asked my parents to send me money. Then one day I decided to go back home. I am happy at home. I started a NGO for children. Now I am in 40s. I did not marry but we are happy. My father died of heart attack and my mother went into depression. One day she took sleeping pills and died. Now I am all alone at home from morning till evening. I am busy with children. It seems my health is not good. I have asthma now. It is afternoon. I suddenly felt breathless. I came out of my room and fell. I died. I am 55. Children and staff are crying. They buried me with respect. My last thought was Alas!  I should have had my own family. In light felt at peace.

Reorientation…
Few wee
ks.. after session, subject telephonically intimated that my matrimonial alliance activity has now picked up pace.